Sunday, May 3, 2009

First Realization



Well I guess reality has sunk in. I have been excluded from the first event of many I am sure.. Which is only to be expected when we have so many of the same friends. But it doesn't make it hurt any less. So I will be celebrating my anniversary with my kids. Maybe I can take them to a movie and spend some time loving on them. It is however mothers day weekend and I love being their mom. They are the things that keep me going. They are so happy and so loving. Right now they are making cards for their dad and my dear friend Gwen. They are so creative.




Addy is still not crawling..(which is fine by me) But she does the cutest dang thing with her tongue


This was her waiting for mommy and crew to load boxes at Ikea and she was looking in the mirror watching herself stick out her tongue.


This week I planted flowers and that made me feel better to have some color in my yard. Now I just need to get my sprinklers fixed so I can water them and do some more. Chris got some free sod today so he is helping a little fix up the house. So that it has some curb appeal when we sell it.
It isn't much but it is amazing how much better I feel.
We are on week 3. I was looking at pictures tonight of my brothers wedding and all I can think of is that we were happy then. Nothing had happened, I still had my life. Now things just seem sooo messed up. Can you tell since I seem to be jumping from topic to topic!


4 comments:

Erika + Sean said...

The yard look great. Let me know if you need Sean to help with any yard work - he's not super handy, but he can be helpful. :) Keep your head up - and if you need anything this weekend, please don't hesitate to call me.

Pohlmans said...

Hey! found your blog, way to go on the flowers. I am still trying to be a green thumb, if that will ever happen.
Without seeing you each week, be sure to know that I am still here for anything you need.

kkweight said...

Thinking about you darlin!!!
{{SMOOCHES}}

Anna said...

XOXO. You are in my prayers sweetie!